Oh no... I found my dream Dom. Are you him? :(

So. After a full day of hard carrying this app … Genuinely, The ~~c.um~~ coven Control Room was out here doing community service. I decided I was done being generous and it was time to be greedy.

I went into roulette. A ghost! A bio… Just another Anon. Not having to be funny. I’m so tired of being hilarious.

I declined approximately one thousand men. And then: 33 years old. Max 2. I match.

The pre-game chat is… actually? Incredible. This man is funny. Like actually funny, not “lol” as a punctuation mark funny. He’s reading me, asking the right questions, not demanding anything yet. Just… learning me. I’m mentally already embarrassingly close and he hasn’t touched anything.

We finally get to play and I hand over the wheel completely. No humiliation, no performance, just clean dominance. He’s holding the space like he’s done it before. I’m not managing a single thing. I’m not tracking anyone’s comfort levels or steering anything. I’m just… there. Present. Needy in a way I usually don’t let myself be.

I am absolutely cooked.

I’m in full sub mode. Ahego energy. Brain offline. I beg him, in the most embarrassingly needy voice I have ever used in my life.

I’m on the edge. Then…

He says: “C.um For Me Big Dawg.”

I came.